Laying here beneath the sky
My thoughts speed miles away. My heart it yearns to feel whole again But it will last another day. The city lights flash in my eyes And memories fade again. I just want you arms Around my waist. Only you can help me mend. The view of trees Sunsets too Can help me find my peace. But nothing will complete The emptiness Unless you're here with me. The scent of home can bring me back To tales as old as time. But I want you here, To erase my fears And forgive me of my crimes. No matter where I go, Or settle down It still won't feel like home. I need you here To help me feel The happiness life holds. Copyright 2015 ~Shivani Chaudhary Roses drip blood,
My blood from its petals. It seems much more fatal Than the wounds within. The girl who hides Is the answer To your question. She has A glint in her eye That you could never find In all the other ones By your side. Maybe she's what you need To complete you. Maybe a small adventure Would do you well. But if you're not willing To make it Come true, Then why should she wait For a young man to dwell. While she's off Living life to the fullest Will you sit there And mope for days? No. Must you no take action? Or else You'll be nothing more Than a forgotten name. © 2015 Headaches.
Heart wrenching disgust. Please someone save me, Before it gets too much. Eyes glued shut. With no one to hold me. Please just let me be. 'Cuz now it's gone too far. There is no one in my sight. Darkness all around. And no one here but us. No one here but us. I just need some hope To keep me afloat On this hell of a life 'Till I can decide Where my future lies. But I do know That it's not with you. I remember when your smile Used to be my life. That your presence near me Took my heart to extreme heights. But once again I'm afraid And maybe you're to blame? Before all this happened My life wasn't a game. ~Shivani Darkness is my friend.
He is my lover and my sin. He gives me thoughts Best left unspoken, And deep inside me Has awoken A sensation new to me That you wouldn't even believe. I am afraid to hide this truth, But you seem to have no proof, So let me be Because sometimes eyes deceive. Maybe all Darkness wants Is to be loved by one of us. There isn't much to see, But in love you just need trust. A measly chance is all He needs, Just a chance to share His dream. One that no one seems to see, But one that I hope you believe. Darkness is scared. Scared of Himself. Would you have ever thought Maybe He wanted to be someone else? When you think about humans, We're no different from the rest. There's a boy, there's a girl, No confusion, loss, or stress. But look t Darkness over there Hiding Himself. He isn't just scared, He's healing impaired. Have you ever wondered Why He scares everyone else? Maybe he's just fearful Or loving himself. ~Shivani This is a little something I'm working on. It's not quite done, but I hope you like what I've got so far.
A nightmare is unraveling before me. You who I believed to be an angel Just turned out to be a devil in disguise. You found out who I really am, And the disgust in your eyes When you realized this truth Broke my heart, shattered it all over the floor. You think you've got me all figured out, But you're as clueless as I am about you. The worst part is not even that. It's that instead of being angry, raging on you I'm pressed up against the wall, crying tear by tear And thinking about who? You only you. If you are meant to be in my life, Give me a sign. For you are who I strive for. You cannot leave me in this grief. [To Be Continued...] ~Shivani The chill of the night
Brings color to my cheeks. And the sparkle in his eyes, Makes my whole body weak. Our hands intertwine, Sparks explode within. The world can be unkind, But with him by my side at that Moment His smile whispered of words Unspoken As his hands slip around me, My fear of the world vanishes. What a strange thing love can be. Ignites a new flame inside of thee? His laughter is something else. A question I want to answer. It brings feelings I've never felt, And could even cure cancer. Now you must be thinking One or two things. What about his lips? What about his heart? Well I'll tell you what they bring. His lips bring a smile. A smile that stirs a passion. I promise you can feel it from miles. And his kiss? It'll keep you fastened. Now his heart is something special. One unlike any other. It's so kind and oh so gentle, It would break if it saw me suffer. This boy beside me now, Is beautiful outside and within. I'm so blessed God allows Me with his man. For without him, I would commit sin. So next time we are out. In the chill of the night, Which brings color to my cheeks. There's one thing I must do. I'll lean in very close And whisper "I love you." My heart it shatters,
Just as the Earth and Moon collide. If only I could've seen what matters, This wouldn't have been the end of my life. But a question I ponder Inside of my Head. What would have been out yonder If I had not already been dead. The question on my lips, And the thoughts in your mind Are all on fake scripts, But I want to be honest this time. This thought is for life; Aside from all the questions and the prying. What is really the price? Are we living or are we dying? ~Shivani What happened
To fifteen days? What happened To wanting to leave This cruel, cruel place. The yelling, the tears, The stress is just too much. We'll be back in three years, And I have memories to clutch. What happened To running away? What happened To stopping my fake happiness display? What happened? Please someone help explain. Fifteen days turned into seconds, That cruel place became my home. Past all the fights and mistakes, I have never felt more alone. Three years will be an eternity, Memories will never be enough. Running away was not an option. When did I realize I'm not that tough. He made me fall,
Leaving me appalled. He made me love him, Took my breath away. But then he was gone, Just like another passing day. He kissed me softly, Made me yearn for his touch. All of a sudden He was off again To see other girls and such. He made me trust him, No intention of catching me. I honestly wish He would have just let me be. Now I lay, Broken on the floor. The last thing you say, "I can't do this anymore." You have forever left me here Hating myself. I have cried my last tear. It was only about you and yourself. |
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